So my first year exams went fairly well, I passed with the equivalent of a 2:1 which isn’t bad considering the amount of effort I put into my course was.. lacking, to say the least. Now I’m on to my second year, and it’s already going rather poorly.
I have learned the hard way that when you’re studying for a degree, summer holidays shouldn’t be taken as an excuse to completely forget that you’re in university. You certainly shouldn’t have the attitude of “okay so I’ve finished a year at uni, now I can go ahead and forget about everything.”
Having struggled to follow my first 4 lectures, I already feel 2 months behind. I’ve spent the majority of today catching up and reading forward and I’m starting to feel more confident about the year, so that’s good at least.
In other news I discovered that my ex girlfriend gaslit (pass tense of gaslight? Gaslighted?) me. She stayed with me for a few weeks over the summer, during the latter two weeks she was always on her phone messaging a male “friend” that she made online. Fair enough, I’m not the jealous type and I’m certainly not going to prohibit my partner from having male friends. But considering how she genuinely spent more time messaging him than actually talking to me in person, seems how we were effectively living together, you can understand my concerns right?
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